Grandma, can you hear me? You know I love you dearly. I'm doing the best I can to keep your little girl safe and well. She's had some major health hurdles to go through, but with God's help and her stubbornness, she's made it through okay. Was she so stubborn as a child, or just since becoming an adult? She's very nice and compliant with the Dr's and nurses--but when I remind her what they've said, she doesn't always listen, because in her head I'm still her little girl and don't know. She doesn't think of how I helped her care for you, and Dad, and even herself before now. I'm no medical genius, but I picked up a few things working at the clinic. I talk to doctors, I check into medicines and I do research on my computer. I don't want to be a know-it-all, I just want to know what to watch for from her illness, and any side effects of her meds. Grandma, I'm doing the best I know how to keep her well and uninjured. I hope I'm not disappointing you with how I care for her. Everyone has been more than happy to tell me when I'm wrong. But the Dr's and nurses seem to think I have a brain and can be trusted. I even have talks with God because I fear I'm letting Him down too. I wish there were some way you could let me know you know I'm trying my best. God is our Rock and He will be with Mom during her tests and what comes after. Mom and I love you both dearly.
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