WHERE DO I BELONG LORD?

Lord, please tell me where
I belong.  I know you
Have me where I need to be
And doing what I need to do.

But why do I feel like I
Don't belong here in this home
Where I grew up?  Sometimes I
Feel like an intruder and alone.

I know you're always with me--
And always have my back.
Maybe this feeling is depression
And the self -confidence I lack.

I love my mother dearly, and I
Don't mind caring for her.  But
Some days I don't seem to get
Anything right, the hurt cuts.

I know I'm not perfect,
Never claimed to be.
I just never seem to do or
Not do what's expected of me.

I'm not whining or complaining--
I just really would like to know,
Where do I belong Lord?  I feel
Out of place everywhere I go.

It's not Mom's fault that
I feel this way, I've never
Had much self-esteem or confidence.
I've been this way forever.

Just please help me through
Those moments Lord, when
I feel on the outside
Always looking in.

Please love me and forgive
Me Lord, when I go wrong
And sin.  Help Mom to know
I love her and I have all along.