Lord, you know infinitely more than I.
You have people where they need to be.
You only give your toughest battles to your
Strongest soldiers--and you've chosen me?
I'm not being flip or second guessing you--
I just find it hard to comprehend that
You have me here fighting this battle, when
I'm emotionally exhausted and I am very sad.
You know I always do the best that
I can, whatever the task may be.
Just help me to be strong and resilient--
You know everything that happens, You see.
Tonight I'm almost in tears due to
Physical and emotional pain.
The physical's been here for years--it will
Never leave. The emotional is not quite the same.
It's caused by angry words and snide remarks
That adds scar tissue to that from the verbal
And emotional abuse by someone years before.
This isn't meant the same way, but it's hurtful.
Help me to let the remarks just roll off my back
And continue to do the best I can, and let
The person know it's not my fault for how they
Are now. So when one is gone, there are no regrets.
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